So this is supposed to be therapeutic, right ?
I know it´s a bad idea to meet up with an ex boyfriend. Specially when I still have feelings for him and I know for a fact that he never loved me, he just liked that I loved him so much. I deleted his number like 5 months ago. Didn´t block him... I though. He´s got my number he can text whenever he wants, if he wants to... Or whatever " I don´t care " But I do care cause of the feels and stuff. So he fucking texted me yesterday he was all casual ike "How´s it going?" "Wanna meet up for a coffee?" Just Let Go, by Nicole Hoeft Of course I want, but I ain´t gonna do it. So instead of texting him all the pathetic things I wanna do I am just going to write it in here. Why do I even love him anyway? I mean... he´s 35, has never been in a serious relationship, he´s fucking traumatized and cause his parents are small-minded homophobes and in consequence he can´t even get a boner. Apparently he´s got "internalized homophobia" or whateve
